[link]

please look me up. im struggling so much to reform a foundation. when i was on this account i got so spoiled. and now...i am nothing.
id appreciate your support. <3

i unhid some of my stuff. not all of it, but some.

cuz i could.

but seriously. someone should send me a note or something. i miss all my friends on here, haha.

i am so incredibly proud to be the woman i am.
i am five foot two, one hundred and sixty pounds, and i am beautiful. from the inside out.

i have been faced with a lot of unneccessary insults and pain lately, but as they say, that that doesnt kill you will only make you stronger.

i am ready to be strong. <3

im debating getting back into nudes again. it could be liberating. i dunno. someone support me.

hey, i dunno if anyone remembers me, its been over a year.
i owe a bit of an explanation to you guys....for dissapearing all the sudden and not telling anyone....
okay.
well, i love(d) my work. i love being fun sexual thoughtful happy crazy real me, and capturing that. but i just could keep lying and quite frankly, its really hard to date someone who tells you sex is sin, that lying is a sin, and feel okay with the five bajillion naked pictures online. so i copped out, took it down, and quit. guess im weak like that.
sadly, im not coming back. i can't do this because i remember the guilt i felt and how much i wnated to progress as an artist but couldnt because i was so limited by secrets. instead i take pictures of little kids now, and i get paid money for it. im trying to open a studio. i havent done any nudes since i stopped here. though i will confess i'm actually a lot less innocent than i was last year....still a virgin, but barely.... in case you were curious. im studying computers full time at school. ive dated three guys in the last 12 months, i'm dating one now even, and they were all deuchebags lol. and thats my life..woohoo!
anyway, i really miss a lot of the friendships id formed with people on here. im impoloring you to drop me a line...the email is in_search_of_starshine@hotmail.com. id love to hear from you...i havent forgotten people.
loves. <3
-SM.

....but i can sneak on my brother's laptop every once and a while. so i'm here, mostly. =] my own computer is toast, they couldnt really fix it. so i have to buy a new one and being a poor college kid, i don't have any money to. so this has to work for now. it's enough. =]
anyway. i'll try to get a few pictures up. thanks to everyone who stayed in contact. <3s to everyone.